Its so sad that I felt like we were invincible together. When you were by my side i thought i had it all and now i have nothing at all. I feel pathetic and foolish. I feel hurt and ashamed. I dont understand what i did wrong none the less how i was suppose to react to certain situations. Was it my fault? Was I suppose to chase you after all those times you kept telling me you didnt want me? There...
the things i want, the person i want to be…im not. I’m everything I didnt want to be. My attitude, my emotions, my everything is wrong. Im not on the right path and I sincerely desire all the things that will hurt me. Im so messed up and i cant even help myself.
i say alot of things when im angry and i dont mean most of it. I wish i could filter my thoughts better so it wouldnt impact others so much. I feel so confused, lost, and angry right now. Im not even sure whats going on. Everyone gives me strange advice. None of which i think applies to me because I feel like their advice is more suited to them. I am so lost with my thoughts and work. I feel...
Truth be told, youre a liar. You dont know what you want but you will stop at nothing until you get it. You hide behind youre pretty face and falsely painted walls. No matter who tries to help you put up a front and pretend to take their advice. Sometimes i feel the only way to help you is to let you fall and learn. You complain about life and sulk over things you alrdy have. Youre all these...
def have to start changing myself to see the changes i want.
i need to work on expressing my thoughts in...
I dont understand how one simple little problem can just tear something apart. Sometimes its so freaking frustrating how people can come in between other people. Life is so unpredictable, good, and bad..words can not describe how i feel right now. How does someone go from caring about someone soo much to not caring about them one second later…you see..the thing is, they dont. One does not...
dunno whats wrong. dunno what i did wrong. dunno why nothing is working out right. i feel like a seed thats trying to grow but im stuck in this little concrete hole. I feel like everything is not working out. i feel like nothing is going to work out. I feel like everything i ever dreamed about is out of reach and i feel like im tumbling down an endless hill. help!
we made the same thing, if anything, she made it better. and you told me not to worry because you thought mine was way better. thanks. <3
soo true! →